have you ever had to get through a day, smiling at people, talking, as if everything were normal and okay, while all the time you felt like you were carrying leaden weight of unhappiness inside you.


can you see???? many people said that my life is a perfect life. i can got everything what i want and i need. ohaha and all of you know, in this world everything would spins like cycles. sometimes you there's on top and sometimes you there's on under but most of us never can feel it. we just can feel it when everything has changed, and all it feel so hurt.
i wanna be ANGRY, CRY, i wanted to run away til' my feet are tired and couldn't to walk anymore. :"""(((

heyy you... have you ever felt something wrong in your life? hmm i think the answer is "yes" isn't it?
yaa and now this is my feeling. idk where it's from, but it feel so hurt when this little random have been worked out from my mind.
ohhhh nooo! have you ever felt that you didn't proud by your self?
and you just a little thing that people never see who you are.
i didn't have a lot of money to bought whatever i need, i don't have a lot of friend to bring me out from this situation, and i don't have many words to tell you what i feel.
huhu can you feel what i feel???????
you're so useless and no body cares with you....
they can say anything about me, but they never see what the real of me.

don't know why.... hari ini bener bener ngerasa random banget ;''''(
down down down..
"Looking at how things changing and revolving around me, just making me feel like ending my life." via: @Blackalogy
everything gonna make me down today, i don't know why... it feel like i'm nothing 
oh God, i know you have something the best for me.
please give me some angel's to accompany me tonight, just for tonight :'(
i'm feel lonely in this big world, to listen my stories, to give me support, to give me a solution of my problem, to make me feel that i'm not alone!!
i wanna cry, i wanna to scream loud till everyone can heard my sadness.
i don't know how to express my feeling.
all it seems like they don't care about me.
so, i'll try to be a stronger to my self.


good luck for tomorrow and wish me always luck everyday and everywhere :'D